In my younger days, I believed some of this. May God forgive me.
I'm sure He already has, labette.
Also you have a unique position - in that you can communicate with those who still believe the lie from a perspective not everyone can. The babies waiting - and wanting - to be born, need you to use this to their advantage.
Me too.
My awakening came many yrs. ago while watching a PBS program in Fla.
The program was similar to CSPAN, televising testimony of a nurse describing abortions to the Fla. legislature.
Her descriptions of how the 'fetus' were tossed into a bucket, sometimes still alive, and taken out with the trash made me want to vomit.
The program changed me, for the better.