We've been married over 10 years and have always wanted kids. We were in an adoption situation that went bad after over a year of having the child in our home. Having been on both sides of the fence, we know we really want kids. It's an adjustment but also a source of constant entertainment and unconditional love.
I am so sorry to hear about the adoption situation. That must have been heart-breaking. I do pray that the Lord will use the time you spent with that precious child. And I pray that He will give you the desires of your heart. God bless you.
We had three failed adoption efforts after the birth of our son and three muscarriages. Fourth time (Russia) worked to get Ben a brother. It's an outrage, what the domestic adoption system has turned into.