1) You have insufficient training as far as I know to judge whether I'm deranged, or not.
2) You have insufficient information to judge whether I'm deranged or not.
3) I'll thank you to afford me the respect required when posting on this forum and refrain from personhood assaults. I mostly don't care in many respects. But you jokers have a field day with about anyone who is markedly different in philosophy than you are. And, guess what--you aren't god--anywhere and certainly not on this forum. You are still expected to abide by the rules of this forum and I strongly encourage you to do so.
Sometimes I'm very tempted to believe certain disasters happen becuase of the hand of God. Other times I assume it's due to natural occurances. I just pray to God to know the difference and. Whether God is issuing a cosmic switch or not, I pray for some sort of good outcome.