I don't really care to read your posts, but thought I'd post your need for that 'christian' label of authenticity.
1) It's VERY clear you don't read OR understand my posts. You merely seize on this or that word and freak out--evidently from several relationships in your past.
2) If you are screaming because I dare to agree with Jesus that No man reaches Father God but through Him, scream away. I do believe that.
3) However, I ALSO BELIEVE God when HE SAYS--HE THAT SEEKS HIM, SHALL find Him. I believe that will turn out to be true regardless of the background etc. I don't know how God will do it--perhaps on death beds. And, I believe God will still introduce Jesus to such individuals--who will accept Him as their Lord and Savior.
4) It is your rebellion against Him that is your biggest problem.
5) You COULD be a LOT MORE HONEST about what I write and mean. But then you aren't really interested in that. You just want to scream at someone who believes differently than you do. Sounds like pretty significant double-think, to me.