I'm not. I've been fighting this fight for a heck of a long time, and certainly don't have a need to justify myself to you, or anyone else.
But I'm serious about what I'm doing, and about being effective at doing it. And I know that, rather than have my efforts dismissed as hysterical crackpotting, either because they are misdirected, or because my information contains blatant factual inaccuracies, I want my efforts to count.
Why are you trying to divert attention from your inaccuracies instead of simply correcting them?
"I've been fighting this fight for a heck of a long time"
Hmm. You registered with FreeRepublic on Mar 30, 2004.
"I'm serious about what I'm doing, and about being effective at doing it"
Please tell us what "I'm doing" about "fighting this fight".
"efforts dismissed as hysterical crackpotting"
You appear to be indulging in a traditional diversionary tactic.