Hey dahvid;
I was giving you good advice. I'd never advise somebody to do something I didn't. I'm the same age as you are except I joined the Army when I was 18 and spent 21 years in it. I then retired and since then have been working for myself.
I'm a short time Freeper but a long time worker. Quite with the SOB story and get yourself back to work. Then you can face yourself in the morning.
All in all, Friday is a big big day. Sept jobs reports. Annual jobs revision. Debate. Hope all of us here are happy about 11pm tomorrow evening.