I just visited your website and was very moved. A friend of mine just lost her daughter. I can see the wonderful power of prayer and how it has ministered to you. You are a "Brave Man." Prayers up for you and all that surround you. Jake is smiling from heaven. Remember, God works all things together for good to those who love Him and are called according to His purpose! Romans 8:28.
God be with you during this most sorrowful time.