That's scary stuff. Stay safe, you have friends here, even me. You just let us know if it gets to much for you. You know who the good internet people are and the bad, count me in your good group. Any long standing reliable freeper will come to your aid (isn't this site awesome?), we have a brotherhood, we have bonds stronger than any trash out there can destroy.
Thank you. Even though I know I can rely on my FReeper FRiends - it's a really good feeling when I hear(read) it.