I am done and spent, have not shead this many tears sense my own father died 20yrs ago.
you aren't alone, my friend. My eyes are so swollen I can hardly see! I was doing "okay" until Mrs. Reagan said.... "I don't want to leave him..." and she broke down.... that was it for me.
Same here, when I saw Nacy cling to the coffin I had such a lump in my throat I thought I was going to choke. At that point I went to bed.