We've still got 4 days to go of this! Im already getting emotionally drained..
The thing to do right now is what you drift to. If you stick with the memorials, it's okay if it drains you as long as it is what you want. I'm like that right now and recall such times in the past. Believe me, it is better to be drained by love than anything else, and in the long run, it will help you go on.