I was Catholic for six years, and I studied assiduously to understand my new faith. Finally I realized that nothing I could do would cause it to make sense to me.
As for the Church being pro-Israel, tell that to Michael Sabbah, Hilarion Capucci, the American bishops, Robert Sungenis, Nicholas Gruner, Pat Buchanan, Joe Sobran, the SSPX, the Feeneyites, etc.
You are a sad case. You name a handful of people and condemn all of Catholicismm...How would YOU like the Jewish people to be all codemned because of a few bad ones? Ridculous.