[MamaB]

Hi, I just got on the computer. I ran several errands today plus I had to make several phone calls about Jan's death. She had a student loan so I called them and they must have kept me on hold for 30 minutes. I was really upset by the time I got off the phone with them. Then a relative called and she was still upset about Jan's death. Jan had been calling her often to see how her family, etc were doing. She was crying so that bothered me some. She lost a son back around 88 so she knows what I am feeling. I still have not figured out what happened over the weekend. Lynn felt the same way--said she had felt Jan's presence like never before.
I sure have appreciated all of the freepers prayers. Looks like we are going to need them for quite a while.
Lynn, Les and I are going to MS tomorrow to see my mother. Les is going to be driving part way. She needs practice on the open road before taking her test next month or in May. Her birthday is April 30--her 16th. Jan had been planning a big party for her but I do not know what we will be doing now. I sure am not in a party mood.
Need to go.
Mamab

[goodnesswins]

Prayers for you and your family MamaB. Do you think it is unusual to feel the presence of Jan? My Aunt and her sister have said the same thing of my cousin, Cheryl.....maybe it is that she's "with" you.....in ways that we just don't comprehend. Her sweetness sounds like she would want to comfort you. Have a good trip to MS.