Sounds like you may have been the victim of some incestual contact. If so, I offer my sympathy, but you need to put your anger for Almighty God on a shorter leash. And you might want to stop feeding that puppy so often. Just a word of warning from a fellow traveler.
LOL. You need to get over youself buddy. What did you eat as a baby? You didn't come out of the womb eating Kraft Macaroni and Cheese.