Sorry. Plenty of doubts still.
There have been more wicked things than this happening, for the entire 1900+ years that folks like you have been warning us that the Second Coming is just around the corner.
I think that apocalyptic millenialism is a form of narcissism and pridefulness, a belief that these must be the last days because I am here to see them-- and therefore a sin.
No man knows the hour. Certainly not you.
-ccm