But that's fine. You can live in fantasy land if you want, however I sure wouldn't want to because it sounds like imaginary world you inhabit is quite scary.
And I'm sure the lollipop world of blind faith is quite reassuring. Illusionary, to be sure. But warm and fuzzy and comforting ... right up till the time your door gets kicked in and you're hauled away screaming "But I'm one of YOU!!!!"