I said all that to detail the profundity of the education that God began in me that day (age five was not too young to begin), in leading up to my final statement referencing the permanency of poverty: "The faces have changed, but...."
I suggest eternal value awaits you in shifting your intense focus away from my transitory and insignificant post and onto Jesus' timeless message, which I quoted from Matthew 26 in abbreviated form above. See also Mark 14 and John 12.
They're your own words, not mine.
You said it was not about you, yet you said "I, me, my" repeatedly.
And stop playing the victim with all this feigned anger, then injecting God into this exchange. End the dramatics.