I feel exactly the same way.
My contrarian streak very likely saved me or my family members from permanent damage or death.
I want those responsible for trying to force this poison on us to pay.
In my family 7 got the shot ... two had open heart 2 days after .... one was carefully health monitored for Years ... suddenly got cancer .. died 8 mos after the shot ... said the shot Did it .... Two .. young husband and wife ... had twins born ... that are damaged ... Two of six .. 65 yr old lady ...and a 25 yr old gay college student are is just fine .. got boosters ... everything .... So thats well .idk but the lady and student are liberals everyone else is conservative .. so ..