Well said. I merely wonder why we flawed and easily tempted people were created in the first place. It’s not like the Creator was stuck with us and couldn’t make numerous better people who wouldn’t blow up the engine with the free will He gave them.
There’s an explanation in Heaven, but none here.
Yes, I have wondered why God has created man, who so often disappoints Him. Imagine the sorrow He must feel when His children reject Him. I couldn’t bear it.
Everything worthwhile requires faith but I believe God gives us the ability to ask questions because there are answers for those questions. Don’t give up your quest for wisdom and keep in mind the truth that God doesn’t make mistakes. Good luck.