You have only some wishful thinking going on, there, devoid of substance, facts, experience or even knowledge.
Try again, sweet. Give us something. (Anything.) Something to at least work with? 🙄
No, ma’am, I am not your personal tutor. If you choose to interpret facts as fantasies, there’s probably not much you could learn from anyone. You may even be aware enough to wonder why reality so often seems different from what you want it to be.
But, good luck to you.