While we enjoy vast differences, I appreciate your viewpoint, but you’ve obviously gotten yourself pulled into the falsehood of the media. There’s a real world out there with real, godly people living out their lives in accordance to God’s will. The crazies and the reprobates who inhabit the news are Satan’s agents.
Taking a break isn’t bad, but despair is never godly. Christ doesn’t save countries; he saves individuals. God is in control, and He shall never be thwarted. Look to the future with hope for it is certain.
Yes, there won’t ever be a country on this side that’s all Christian. The attempt to do it has raised more rancor than succor. Plus it raises the knotty question of what to do with the benevolence commands of Christendom.