Dude you just don’t get it. May you or someone you love never suffer from clinical depression. There but for the grace go you.
I’m not a dude....and you can give it any name you want....from clinical depression...to one who suffered from all the other vices he brought into his life which compounded his problem early on...and he knew and spoke of the fact these indeed do that.
Read ‘his own statements’ of abuse of his body and lifestyle....I’ll take his own words over that of other people who think they know where he was at.