Ya...I was thinking along the lines of “dying from a gunshot wound”.
But right now I’m...not angry...I don’t know. For a week now, I’ve been trying to figure out what word describes how I’m feeling.
It’s a combination of concepts that I never would have thought I’d be able to have brought up in me at the same time.
I think it’s ‘terrified calm’. It’s probably a less intense experiencing of what I would have felt had I been say....in a trench in WWI and knew I was going to be part of planned attack, and was absolutely going to have to go over the top in 6 hours.
But, I prattle. The point is I said “dying” because I’m trying to keep from sounding more crazy than normal.
Denial went by super fast when Romney didn't wait a full hour before conceding. Anger lasted a few days. (I almost pushed a large Home Depot flatbed dolly loaded with concrete into a Mexican woman because she tried to cut in line, and pretended not to hear me. But she was more agile than she looked and she avoided injury.)
Bargaining was over when I realized Issa isn't going to be able to get anyone to testify much less discover grounds for impeachment. I was definitely depressed for a few days but its not really my nature to mope around when there is work to do.
So now I'm in the acceptance phase. I accept that we have 4 more years with this commie psychopath at the helm of our fine ship. I am sure he intends on steering us straight into every rock along the way until we are sunk. I will just continue to collect my life preservers and wait.
Anyone know a reputable gold seller? I guess I'm looking for gold buffaloes or maple leaves. Everything looks to be right at $50 bucks over the spot price per ounce. Is that about right?