Hearing or reading about the abuse of animals at the hands of “humans” is what scares me about myself because I know I could kill abusive humans with my bare hands and enjoy the hell out of every second of it.
Don’t lose any sleep over thinking that way; if any body harmed my Dogs or livestock I would keep them alive for at least 10 days before I finally allowed them the release of death. There are a lot of creative things you can do with a pair of pliers, a 12 volt automotive battery and a pair of jumper cables. Even better than the battery is a 12 volt crank field phone. I have lots of really good places to hide the bodies.