I bet you don't really mean that. That sounds more like frustration and fear talking, not belief nor faith.
I've spent most of my lifetime with atheists and agnostics.
Statements like the one quoted tend to push people away who most need to hear and see what faith looks like, that they might also be called, by good example, and not chased away by negative emotions that confirm what they "know" about Christians and Christianity.
What 'you think' pushes people away is no concern to me either! People who want Truth are attracted to those who have it, I know because I experience it all the time.
I've spent most of my lifetime with atheists and agnostics
You, obviously, have much in common with them and I can see the effect they have on you. You are into 'coddling'.