When I finally began to grow up and honestly study my "beliefs" this is exactly what I learned about myself. It wasn't pretty. Looking in the mirror was hard and painful. I realized that I cast my first vote for president for George McGovern because it made me feel self-righteous and smug. Another key for me- my entire family was Republican- (even some Goldwater Republicans) and my greatest concern at that time was showing them the selfish error they were making. Little did I understand that I was the selfish one! Ahhhh...the irony.
Maturing is never easy. Growing up as a baby-boomer was hard because little was required of us. But grow up I did- eventually. I look back with shame at my vote for McGovern- yet like other libs who woke up- my current convictions are not based on fantasy, but on clarity.
Thank you very much for putting that out there.