Worry is not fitting period.
Am certainly an orthodox Pentecostal Christian and not a JW or any other cult.
I suspect I have a better idea of the Lord’s teaching, training, conditioning, commissioning of me in the role(s) HE HAS HAD AND HAS FOR ME
than you do.
Have you ever read Bondage Breaker?
Perhaps you think God just dropped all that understanding into his lap via a white dove?
Certainly occult stuff is hazardous and not to be dabbled in—particularly out of curiosity or seeking answers in it.