[goat granny]

You wrote: It sounds like the world was a better place because she was in it .....

I said the exact same thing when my husband passed away...When some die the world is just a little poorer...

When he passed it seemed like a large jagged, sharp edge hole was in my soul...It doesn't go away, but with time the jagged edges become smooth and the sorrow lessens..

[Kimmers]

Oh sweetie....I am sorry you still have those holes in your soul.... his life goes on in you all those familiar things he touched and loved as familiar friends....life is not the same for you, just different....prayers for joy and peace in that different life.....