There is a forward. See my private message. Gonna sign off now to get some sleep. Maybe some other freepers can offer encouragement as the new year begins.
My apologies, malkee, don’t mean to be rude. I know you mean well. This is a bad time of year for me... effectively when I met her and when I lost her. This drama has been going on a long time and hasn’t gotten any better. Impy knows my crapola. G’night to you.