>>>>>Sometimes it would be soooo good just to let it go and be a dreamer. I guess I could even be called a cynic.<<<<
And when you were like that, some people said “Beckysue can really relax inside,” and just believe that letting go for a few minutes is the thing to do, right now or maybe sooner than you had imagined.
No, I can never let go and just go with the flow. I am a fighter. I get into all kinds of trouble cause I am so mouthy. If they ever do come after us, I will be the first one they get. LOL