Well like I said Ready- I don’t want ot read too much into what happened- I have my doubts abotu whether I jumped off this side of life or not- all I know was that I had a terrible vivid experience that is as clear today as it was 20+ years ago. My sister and I were talking today about some issues, and she brought up how hard Satan tries to cause peopel to be depressed and discouraged- and I know my experience really shook my faith for quite soem time, Not really sure why it happened to me, who or what caused it if anyone/being could have been just all synapses misfiring due to brain being affected by the fever for all I know- I don’t really dwell on it too much, except when the subject is brought up from time to time- but I think you’re right, I think God has spared my life several times (4 and counting) for a reason, and perhaps it’s to relay to others that hell aint no place to spend eternity- It’s amazign how many peopel think it’s goign to be a party time in hell, and I don’t know if statements liek that are just bluster, or not, but they’ve got a rude awakening coming if they don’t accept Christ I’m afraid-
People tell me to go to hell and I tell them- Already been there- once was too much.
just came across somethign interesting about why God is hid- am going to have to readm ore tomorrow on it though- one reason might be that ‘too much too soon could be detrimental’ and that we are better off startign out in faith, and building from that solid foundation onwards- like a person startign out in mathematics- they don’t start off in algebra or geometry else they get overwhelemd and discouraged and turn back - they start off slow in math- then work their way up as they learn more of the dynamics as they can handle it.