Posted on 04/24/2023 11:43:09 AM PDT by nickcarraway
EXCLUSIVE: Courtney Tillia, a former teacher from the US, grew up in a strict Christian household and claims she quit her job to become a porn star because "God told her to"
A former teacher who quit her job to become a porn star claims "God told her to do it".
Courtney Tillia, who is known for sharing racy snaps and videos on her social media and OnlyFans, was raised in a religious household.
She was conditioned to be a “good Christian girl” – something she said that ultimately restricted her.
Courtney became a school teacher for autistic children at a Catholic school but was never truly happy in her low-paid career.
Eventually, the 36-year-old from Los Angeles, traded the school books for a career in the adult entertainment industry with encouragement from her husband Nick Tillia.
But her hubby wasn't the only one to persuade her to pursue the more saucy path,≠ as she claims God himself had a say in it too.
Speaking to the Daily Star, Courtney said: "Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God! I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others.
"I had so much sexual shame of my own at first! I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.
"That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment – but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way."
She suggested society taught her to feel that way but felt "lied to" with her more liberated life leaving her feeling "holy and sacred".
The OnlyFans model claims God told her to pursue the x-rated career (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Courtney decided to make it her mission to liberate those who believe it's God's plan for them to have sexual shame as she believes he chose her to do that.
"God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a PORN STAR. This is my way of serving," she explained.
"I’m showing others that pleasure and our sexual expression - even in porn and sex work - aren’t meant to contradict God or exist separately from God. They are unified with God and holy.
"I’m living my life as an example of being fully out in the open and unapologetically expressed: not against God, but completely with God."
Since quitting her teaching job, Tillia rakes in between $20,000 (£14,500) and $100,000 (£72,900) every month from her 18,000 loyal subscribers, often shares racy clips on TikTok and Instagram in an array of different lingerie.
In all of her success and fame, the former teacher claims she is more connected with her faith than she has ever been - despite what people say about her career.
Tillia now rakes in thousands a month on OnlyFans and uses her former career as a selling point (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Want all the biggest Lifestyle news straight to your inbox? Sign up for our free Daily Star Hot Topics newsletter
She added: "I am the most connected to God that I have ever been, while also being the least religious I’ve ever been. I don’t need an organization or institution to tell me who God is or how to go about my relationship with God.
"I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental.
"I believe God is experiencing itself intentionally through us in these unique, physical incarnations. We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression. Instead, we’re meant to enjoy and embody them fully, as God has intended."
Blasphemy! I had to stop reading past the first few sentences because of the demonic evil.
Porn has killed this country! People have no dame shame or self respect! Bunch of adulterous faggots!
Women + Satan Lucifer = H_ _ l death and the grave.
Matthew 5:27-28
New International Version
Adultery
27 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’[a] 28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.
Amen 🙏🏻!!!!
Again, no matter what she believes about her relationship to God..the words of Christ in Matthew 7: 22-23 is gonna be the bottom line for her souls final repose.
Please repent before it’s too late.
Eve + The Devil =
Cover up =
Cain =
Death
not guilty!!
Hubby must be one of the biggest cuck's on the planet. nasty
"...I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it." ...."Judge not" does not mean to accept anything. In fact, by pretending not to judge, she's judging people by endorsing their sin. If God doesn't judge, He doesn't exist.
"I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental.
Ephesians 5:5 ping
I thought most porn stars are Christians. They’re always crying out the Lord’s name when they’re on camera.
Almighty alright— almighty dollar and ego.
Really nice figure but it’s at least partially purchased, you can see some of the lipo tracks.
Well said.
Matthew 7:
Judge not, that ye be not judged. 2 For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. 3 And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye? 4 Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye? 5 Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye.
Context matters, my FRiends.
Judge? Don't presume to judge the state of your brother's soul. Do him the favor, though, of judging his actions against Scripture.
Luke 17:
3 Take heed to yourselves. If your brother sins against you, rebuke him; and if he repents, forgive him. 4 And if he sins against you seven times in a day, and seven times in a day returns to you, saying, ‘I repent,’ you shall forgive him.”
Judging your brother's actions is an act of charity; you may be God's instrument for calling him to repentance. Leave judging his soul to God.
And be sure to clean up your own act ...
She is 37. So in three years or so, when she hits the wall, “god” will likely tell her to cash it in and go on a self help discount bin speaking tour.
She’s a fornicator
God works in mysterious ways.
Even Bergoglio wouldn’t approve his crap.
The tattoos are a deal breaker. Can you say skank. Thought so.
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