Well, isn't that special?
Posted on 04/24/2023 11:43:09 AM PDT by nickcarraway
EXCLUSIVE: Courtney Tillia, a former teacher from the US, grew up in a strict Christian household and claims she quit her job to become a porn star because "God told her to"
A former teacher who quit her job to become a porn star claims "God told her to do it".
Courtney Tillia, who is known for sharing racy snaps and videos on her social media and OnlyFans, was raised in a religious household.
She was conditioned to be a “good Christian girl” – something she said that ultimately restricted her.
Courtney became a school teacher for autistic children at a Catholic school but was never truly happy in her low-paid career.
Eventually, the 36-year-old from Los Angeles, traded the school books for a career in the adult entertainment industry with encouragement from her husband Nick Tillia.
But her hubby wasn't the only one to persuade her to pursue the more saucy path,≠ as she claims God himself had a say in it too.
Speaking to the Daily Star, Courtney said: "Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God! I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others.
"I had so much sexual shame of my own at first! I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.
"That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment – but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way."
She suggested society taught her to feel that way but felt "lied to" with her more liberated life leaving her feeling "holy and sacred".
The OnlyFans model claims God told her to pursue the x-rated career (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Courtney decided to make it her mission to liberate those who believe it's God's plan for them to have sexual shame as she believes he chose her to do that.
"God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a PORN STAR. This is my way of serving," she explained.
"I’m showing others that pleasure and our sexual expression - even in porn and sex work - aren’t meant to contradict God or exist separately from God. They are unified with God and holy.
"I’m living my life as an example of being fully out in the open and unapologetically expressed: not against God, but completely with God."
Since quitting her teaching job, Tillia rakes in between $20,000 (£14,500) and $100,000 (£72,900) every month from her 18,000 loyal subscribers, often shares racy clips on TikTok and Instagram in an array of different lingerie.
In all of her success and fame, the former teacher claims she is more connected with her faith than she has ever been - despite what people say about her career.
Tillia now rakes in thousands a month on OnlyFans and uses her former career as a selling point (Image: @thecourtneytillia/Instagram) Want all the biggest Lifestyle news straight to your inbox? Sign up for our free Daily Star Hot Topics newsletter
She added: "I am the most connected to God that I have ever been, while also being the least religious I’ve ever been. I don’t need an organization or institution to tell me who God is or how to go about my relationship with God.
"I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental.
"I believe God is experiencing itself intentionally through us in these unique, physical incarnations. We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression. Instead, we’re meant to enjoy and embody them fully, as God has intended."
I think we know the answer.
Sometimes, the message is confused.
My Dad was a minister for 50 years and he used this little story to illustrate:
One day a farmer walked out his house, looked up and saw the letters “GP” in the clouds. He took it to mean “Go Preach”. After months of effort bearing no fruit whatsoever, the farmer concluded he had misinterpreted the message: “GP” really meant “Go plow”.
I guess this gal looked long and hard to find vindication of her desires. I guess one might interpret this as “God giving her over to her evil desires” just as suggested in Romans Chapter 1. I won’t judge; that is for God. Hosea had Gomer to contend with. I just can’t comprehend the situation. I was married once to an unfaithful wife. Those were difficult times.
Was God responsible for the tat choices too?
At least she’s honest about it, unlike the pervy preachers and child molesting queers
“Christian Porn Star”
Yes... and dylan mulvaney is a girl.
Then a shoot will spring from the stem of Jesse, And a branch from his roots will bear fruit. The Spirit of the Lord will rest on Him, The spirit of wisdom and understanding, The spirit of counsel and strength, The spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord. And He will delight in the fear of the Lord,
Isaiah 11:1-3
The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, And the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. Proverbs 9:10
1) She thinks the "God told me" bit will somehow impress Christians.
2) She says it infuriate Christians.
3) She really thinks God told her.
Not sure which of these is the worst.
She probably heard Hillary’s voice coming from her vibrator as it bounced across the kitchen table.
It was satan!
It think if you want to be a porn queen and allow untold amount of sick people do things to you, then you can certainly do that, but leave the God of the Bible out of it.
What passes for reasoning these days is more like what doctors heard during patient interviews in long lost mental institutions.
All three.
Revalation 2:20 Nevertheless I have a few things against you, because you allow that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce My servants to commit sexual immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols.
21 And I gave her time to repent of her sexual immorality, and she did not repent.
22 Indeed I will cast her into a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of their deeds.
23 I will kill her children with death, and all the churches shall know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts. And I will give to each one of you according to your works.
LOL
wow
That is really underwhelming.
Hope she is kept far away from children - autistic or otherwise.
The “god of this world” more like it.
It was AI.
Always tragic to see anyone choose death as a way of life.
I believe that people do get messages from God. But to discern them from your own thoughts, or Satan’s - one needs to go to scripture to see if the scripture backs up those ideas.
Ten minutes on a search engine with “Bible verses about sexual immorality” would have probably been enough.
Yes, what is not said out loud, is that the pornography business is very hard on women. Her career may well be short.
If so, it would be a blessing in disguise.
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