Just noticed something....
You are really into pseudo-macho Black Leather guys, use lots of homosexual terminology, use a lot of word choice and sentence structure that I used to see in pleadings that is much more common among women, especially more feminine women, than men.
Has anyone ever remarked that you have a strong gay/gay-fixation thing going on? Have you ever noticed it yourself?
That could explain a lot.
I’m not condemning you if you are gay. We all know some people are just born that way.... but accept it.... and deal with it... rather than just trying to hide it under a rug and lashing out at everyone.
Denying it, just like you try to continue to deny your posting a link at # 83 here directing everyone to the CNN ‘Trump is senile’ story.... well, the denial strategy simply doesn’t work any more.... not here.... nor in the rest of your life either.
It’s something to discuss with your therapist. We’re not your enemy. We’re just trying to help, but you need to want to get that help yourself.
Good luck.
What's this "we" you are talking about? And "help"? I need help from assholes such yourself and Princess like I need a new hole in my head.
You're not trying to help me one bit. That's another one of the little lies you tell yourself in effort to self-justify.
Repent, you FOOL. Just. Stop. Turn around, and march in the other direction. It is not complicated.
Be honest -- if you can. Try to, try to as hard as you can.
That may mean you will have to let go of certain past statements that you've made, and begin considering the world around you (and people like myself more in particular) in a different way than the self-justifying way that you have been.
It could save your soul. If not that much, then doing so (that would be "repenting") could save yourself a lot of grief in the meantime while you continue toddling along your way to final judgement (which will be pronounced by the one and only True judge).
If you can't successfully slide your lies past the likes of me -- what makes you think you'd have a proverbial snowball's chance to get any of those same past Him?
What's that you say? You think it doesn't matter what you say about people around you?