Your demons are lying to you, Princess.
I'm a free man. The Lord Himself has declared to me that I am free.
Stay in the jail with your prisoners (who have you held a prisoner) if that's what you prefer. I keep showing you open doorways, all you've got to do is walk through them -- but you won't...
Though it's doubtful any of you will be given time off for good behavior, at least you won't need to expend effort in such as "thinking things through". Your pet demons will be there to do that for you, and to tell you what to say (and how to "feel").
If you have further butthurts to try and get even for, address those complaints to the one who made the comment I'd provided link for to you ya'll.
He was one who was among the first on FR to characterize Waco PD's response as being like a shooting gallery for the PD (I don't quite agree with that kind of assessment) -- then went on a month-long vacation while the rest of FR was left to deal with your sorry-ass butthurt self.
It was that kind of thing that first caused your now-perennial butthurt. Take it up with Bracken, Princess.
LOL!
Conversations with God!
You are deranged.