Boy, you've written a lot, certainly much to think about. But, what I'm really curious about are the aliens - you know, the ones that come and visit you at night. When they come, and take you up into their spaceship, is their probing that takes place? Just curious.
Instead, you nervously laugh it off in attempts to ridicule me with stuff and nonsense about alien probes,
In other words, you've never seen a missile launch, have you? In fact, you're so ignorant about them that you think they neccessarily come with sonic booms!!!!!
Let's say YOU are a person with wide experience in seafaring, and you saw a lot of landlubbers being convinced that a rowboat on the horizon could be seen from 20 miles away. Let's say I was one of those landlubbers who, although I had never been on a boat in the ocean in my life, was convinced that I knew BETTER than you, who had been on a boat plenty of times and knew quite well that at a distance of maybe four miles, the rowboat would disappear at the curvature of the earth ... and yet lops with zero empirical experience but who believed "scientific" post after post, loaded with theorems and graphs and overlays and photos to "prove" that the boat could be seen 20 miles away from another boat on the horizon, were blowing you off as a kook and nut for not understanding "the obvious." What would you think of me if I told you you were full of sh*t, that the boat COULD be seen at 20 miles?
Keep talking about aliens. It's all you've got.