However filled with christian charity you may be, hating jews because of the bible is a long-standing christian tradition. See some of the recent postings here on this thread by Elsie. You can find plenty more christian biblically-based jewish hatred by googling ""truth in history" "Matthew 27:25"". It's far from being a musty historical embarassment. Maybe it will help if you ram your head even further into the sand.
Well you seem to have a spiritual illness that no one but God can help you with. I'm sorry about that.