Thanks for your condolences...yes, the sharp pain is indeed gone, but there is always a constant ache in my heart for him...and of course, its always especially difficult during the Christmas season...But my younger son, always tries his best, especially during Christmas to be especially attentive and sensitive, as he remembers quite well, how horrible it was when his brother died...
I do believe that my older boy has gone home to be with the Lord...he knew for a few months before his death, that he probably was not going to live much longer...his diagnosis, and prognosis, were very poor from the beginning, and he knew that, so our family made the best of every single moment we had together...
His greatest wish for me, was that I not mourn him continually, that I find joy in a life without him...thats a difficult thing to do, but I have tried...he said, once he died, his leukemia would no longer be there, and once with the Lord, he would be cured, and fine, and loving his existence with the Lord...he had every confidence in his future after his death, and his strength gave me strength...
These children who suffer and die, are remarkable examples for all those who are left behind on earth...
Again, thanks...
It has come to my attention that some of us on the evo side take strong drink sometimes. And I'm not just talking about tea and coffee (though that is sinful enough, in all truth)! No wonder science has collapsed to the state it is in over the last 50 years. Progress dropped to a feeble crawl, as over-stimulated professors invent atheist theories so that they can ignore morality and seduce their students. SHAME ON YOU ALL!