[NYer]

I was baptized, communioned, confirmed Roman Catholic. I am an extremely spiritual individual. Not in the Hollywood sense of lip service "spiritual", but a truly spiritual person. Here's a quick rundown, probably some sort of heresy: I'm not a Trinitarian. The Holy Spirit is basically the connection between God and Man. Sort of like the Divine Breath that was breathed into Adam. God is the Word, the Reality, the All, the Divine Essence, the Unifying Force (Not Star Wars). Jesus, Immanuel, Esru, is the physical manifestation, the avatar.

If, as you say, you were baptized and 'communioned' into the Catholic Church, where does your heretical thinking come from? Is this something you were taught or something you 'developed' on your own?

[olde north church]

It's not "developed", it's self-evident.