Go to AA, they are everywhere, and free. Be open to the heartfelt and truly American spirituality you will find there.
There is a power greater than yourself, let Providence be your guide.
The only requirement to be a member of AA is a desire to stop drinking. It’s not a sobriety contest.
May G-d be with you.
Agree on AA. Their meetings are everywhere, in places you would never notice. It’s anonymous and confidential. Just go - a lot of them also being done now virtually.
See your doctor and ask for Naltrexone — it can help cut down on cravings for the next drink. Or, submit yourself to a treatment center for a while.
Vivitrol is the injectable form of Naltrexone. Sometimes Vivitrol works best as it’s injected once monthly. Many alcoholics, if given the chance, will put the pill aside and continue to drink. Vivitrol prevents that. I’ve seen a lot of alcoholics do well with Vivitrol.