I think I understand what you are going through.
When my Dad, and then 11 months later my Mom - lay in
their beds - and I looked at them alive but unconscious -
I knew that it was the last time I would see them alive.
Somehow I just KNEW it. And I was right - both times.
The following nights I got the dreaded 3 AM phone calls -
BOTH times. That was in 2015 and 2016.
I still miss them - but the feeling of loss numbs over time -
and you mostly just remember the good times and laughter.
YOU are in my prayers. Be tough, bear up through it.
It will pass - mostly.
Nothing else I can say.
Thank you, Galt. I always knew this day would come, but I always thought it would get easier as I aged to deal with the loss of a parent. Now that the time is here, I can say that I was wrong. Thank you for sharing your story with me and God Bless you.