Wife is going through the same thing. We used to get beef from a relative in East Texas raised fed and butchered how we wanted. Many changes of things meant we have not done that for 2 years plus. We are having how to learn how to buy beef at grocery store allover. Wife wants to go back to the do it your self way.
Can’t say I blame her. We’ve now got a situation where I may be able to find that guy and go that route.