I am very saddened for you. It sounds like God greatly blessed you and your husband.
I am glad you had a great man in your life and that you were there for him, too. I have no doubt he thought the same of you.
If you decide to remain single, may God grant you peace and protect you. If God brings another into your life, may He bring another great companion.
Thank you for your witness to others. As you can tell from this thread, the world needs more healthy people in healthy relationships.
He was my Life outside of the Lord, and yes our feelings were mutual. Our Family is a very Precious one, Children and Grandchildren following the Lord also. We added on to our home 10 years ago and made us a private apartment, and Our oldest Daughter and her Family moved in with us, so He really made plans to have Me taken care of. Oldest Granddaughter and her Husband are expecting in August and just live a few miles away. The other Grandchildren are in and out alllll the time, other Daughter and Husband are in and out also. So Iam Truly Blessed, but We do miss him greatly He was a Joy to be around. He put good stuff in us and doing are best to make Him proud. Even so come quickly Lord Jesus , we live in wicked times.
THERE'S an understatement.