You might try what we did...I am a retired Pastor and after retirement the wife an I started attending a Messianic Jewish Synagogue...it has been a wonderful experience...their reverence for the Torah...the belief that Jesus is Messiah (they call him Yeshua-which was his given Hebrew name and it means “The Lord is Salvation). Paul said the gentile believers are “grafted into “ the root of Jesse...so this is why you have felt you are a part of them ...you are...Amen!
I did not realize until today that May 2nd is Israel’s Independence Day. The Jewish state was proclaimed on May 14, 1948 by David Ben-Gurion and the day was observed leading up to the Six Day War in 1967.
Must reread Daniel Greenfield’s article in its entirety.