Yes, I'm quite sure it does seem bizarre to you or anyone else who doesn't realize what they're uttering. It probably even comes as a shock to you. But you'll get used to it, and now that you know the truth, you will began to think more and more about using the proper pronunciation.
That's just the way it works...
>>>Yes, I’m quite sure it does seem bizarre to you or anyone else who doesn’t realize what they’re uttering.<<<
No shock: just bizarre. In my 60+ years I have heard all sorts of bizarre rants from those pretending to be godly; not just from your cult, if that is any consolation.