I am wondering how to continue this story... I was thrown off by a TV commercial advertising a website where you bid and pay for dates... prostitution!!!
There’s your answer.
If you decide to write regularly, order a copy of “The observation Deck” by Naomi Epel. It’s a deck of cards that you shuffle for random ideas you might never think of. In extreme cases, just pick a random card and force yourself down whatever path it gives you. I love it.
GREAT tool. There’s a\a similar thing for musicians too.