You believe in God. Good, even the demons believe and tremble.
Since you believe in Him, then why don’t you believe what He told us about Himself in Scripture?
Stop spinning and get a life. I never said I believe. I have said all along that I don't know. I am agnostic and there is no amount of spin that will turn than into a belief of any kind. I neither affirm nor deny God. I don't know what God is, I can't deny or affirm what don't know.