And what are you to tell me what book is true and what isn't?
As I’ve been trying to say all along you argument is not w/ anyone posting here. Your argument is with God’s Word. If you refuse to read it you may simply allow yourself to be brainwashed by all the propaganda that has flooded the ‘civilized’ world.
Look up brain-washing techniques and see if they don’t all involve some form of listening to only one side of an argument ad nauseum.