Others have felt that way for a while. I did, once upon a time.
Judith,
my tweaks and tweak backs toward you have been out of a desire to jar you loose from your rigid, flawed constructions on reality that I see as extremely destructive to your health and well being as well as your relationship with God.
I perceived, concluded long ago that pulling, trying to be warm and fuzzy etc. with you would simply not ever work in a million years.
The only option you seemed to persistently leave was to “go with the resistence” in a sense . . . until, possibly, as low a possibility as it was . . . to overload such tendencies until they were abandoned. I realize the chance is slim—but it was the only constructive option you leave me, that I could functionally, proactively and/or responsively offer you.
Given that I still care about your soul as well as your mind, emotions and life, I’m compelled to do what little I can.
Whether you like it, or not; or believe it or not.