Well you see or maybe not, you are making the creator equal to your conception of 'him'.
The creator is beyond all concepts of the physical universe, life/death, existence/void, eternity itself. We are but players in his dream.
Thanks for the ping, valkyry1. “I am the source of all knowledge, remembrance and forgetfulness”.
If someone doesn’t want to see Him or know Him, He will veil that person’s heart and inner eye and mind so that person will be absolutely convinced beyond a doubt that God does not exist. He will have such “faith” in the non-existence of God that nothing and no one can shake it.
Unless and until he comes to some very low point and realizes his helplessness, or his mortality, and asks - Why? - really wanting to know.
It is said that the question “Why am I suffering?” is the beginning of the path of the spirit to God.