Have been there, dear FRiend and will pray with you for your Blessing from God.
"For this child I prayed, and the Lord has granted me my petition which I asked of Him. Therefore I also lent him to the Lord; as long as he lives he shall be lent to the Lord." ~~~ I Samuel 1:27,28
Should be "Therefore I also have lent him to the Lord.." Sorry, I must never misquote the Word of God! May God bless you and your precious family!